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I-DeA - [Da FRONT and BACK] Walk wit me feat.SEEDA |
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i do a lot of self-reflection when i do chores and when i shower. i've realized that i've become too content with mediocrity.
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| put things in perspective |
[19 Oct 2006|12:11am] |
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someone who cares about you the way i do.... |
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i just heard that a guy i went to elementary school and high school with committed suicide.
RIP buddy.
best wishes to his younger brother and younger sister.
:(
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[10 Oct 2006|12:52am] |
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bluuuuue |
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the words you spit out
rip apart the darkness
and those icy memories pierce my heart
the destination of the endless blue journey
just like waking up from a dream
is all about the now
naked, i'm running through the night
"how far are we going?" you say
until even those words disappear completely
i want to keep going
far far away
with no reason, just because
naked, i'm running through the night
the depression hidden everywhere
until even that disappears completely
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| bring the beat back |
[27 Sep 2006|02:27am] |
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now now.... |
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how do you fit in and why do you want it?
it's amazing how the simplest answers can bring the greatest joy.
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| yawn |
[25 Sep 2006|03:54am] |
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i wanna say goodbye.... |
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late nights... the serenity.
a quiet sunday night/monday morning... the prelude to a busy week.
i'm drowning....
so much to say and also so much to do.
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[11 Sep 2006|11:01pm] |
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i won't trust you anymore... |
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happy birthday to me.
this weekend was the first time i've ever been called a monster by a waiter.
20oz and the dessert all gone baby.
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| listen to the future speak |
[07 Sep 2006|12:07am] |
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on the playlist: m-flo - The Rhyme Brokers
A lot of the time we take a lot of things for granted, maybe even everything that we have and everything that is around us. I've taken a step back recently and that has enabled me to gain some perspective on many things in my life.
No, I'm not going soft--I still hate those fucking nuthuggers and ballsacks in my life, but for a second I'd like to just speak a few non-angsty words for a change.
Having this perspective is probably a sign that I'm maturing as a person? Well... I don't want to give myself too much credit so I'll leave it at that. As the youngest in my family as well as having two siblings who are over 10 years older than me, I've had the privilege of seeing many things in my almost 24 years of living. What are those things you ask? Tune in next time.
:}
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| nothing to say about a lot |
[04 Sep 2006|11:32pm] |
so a certain someone asks to see my watch and then i say ok. i give her the watch and look away, maintaining my usual of avoiding the sparks coming from her eyes. she puts the watch on, takes it off, and gives it back to me. now a day later, i notice a big scratch on the wristband of my watch. what a fucking bitch, she scarred my wristband with her catty nails.
what can i say? i'm impressed... you fucking bitch.
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[01 Jul 2006|05:36pm] |
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four, no less, no more.... |
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4 minutes:
I'm infatuated with everything about you, you're special. You've probably heard this a million times but this time is different in one way, and that is because I actually mean what I'm saying.
It's too bad that I'll never have the balls to tell you this but a part of me if waiting for that perfect opportunity to spill my guts. I should make my own opportunities but I don't think I'll ever be able to do that because of numerous reasons which also serve as half-excuses. If I had to put my feelings into words, I would say that it's love but that's impossible because I don't even know what love is. This feeling is the strongest attraction I have ever felt towards anyone and that's why I would be tempted to classify it as love but the shoe doesn't necessarily fit as love, I believe, means a lot more than just mere attraction.
Well, here's to my unrequited love affection. And cheers to not having the balls to say anything for all these years I've known you.
Happy Canada Day.
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| rob the jewelry store and tell 'em.... |
[08 Mar 2006|04:53am] |
So, about a week ago, after doing some shopping and some damage to my wallet in the process, C and I went to go grab dinner at this upscale yet mediocre japanese joint near the mall. While stuffing my face, C tells me she wants to jack the pepper shaker because it was nice. In response, I just laughed figuring that she was joking. At the end of the meal, after deciding that we both weren't going to have any dessert because we were stuffed, she tells me to look out for her because she's going to make her move for the pepper shaker. What the fuck? Did she just tell me to cover her because she was about to jack this pepper shaker which probably cost no more than $5 at your local Walmart? She notices my hesitation and tells me she was just kidding...nice cover-up. I tell her that if she really wants to take it, then to just take it, and lo and behold, she jacks the shaker like Lupin the 3rd. Am I the only one who finds something wrong with this?
Fast forward to a week later where we are shopping at the mall right next to the mediocre upscale japanese joint.
To be continued....
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[06 Mar 2006|09:41pm] |
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hate chicks with ego problems
hate clothing biters
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| you know I... thug em, fuck em, love em, leave em.... |
[04 Mar 2006|04:24am] |
I can't live with someone. I must live alone.
Tolerance... at an all time low.
Arguing with stubborn friends really fucking sucks. I'd like to think that I'm a pretty nice guy. Usually pretty casual about about things... let whoever have their way most of the time if there's a fuss.
But man...
( Here's the dilly.... )
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| aloha |
[28 Feb 2006|06:20pm] |
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don't matter what they say baby |
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in hawaii, pics to come.
mahalo
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[15 Jan 2006|05:01am] |
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hey love, i wanna hold you and talk to you.... |
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plug: kakitate reviews!
i would rant in this space but i don't like re-reading my posts later on and then calling myself a crybaby.
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